Episode 19: Meghan’s Story

In this episode, Meghan discusses her constant struggles with suicidal ideation, difficulties of living with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), and her battle with “The Monster”—a dark and intrusive presence within her that distorts her sense of self, drives her toward self-harm, and causes her to lash out in blind rage at the very people she loves.

She shares how emotional dysregulation, past trauma, and the challenge of separating her true identity from "The Monster" has caused a lifetime of distress and the overwhelming despair that led to her attempts to take her own life.